Only Child Syndrome

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The fact is this...I am a LATE thirty-something, an only child with one living parent and I hate, by the way, being an only child.

I am a drama queen and I know it, and I love it and I won't change it!

I am finally in a career that I love and I finally found someone special, just for me and my dramatic nature!

I am a horse lover. I love and ride Appaloosa horses.

I am and artsy-farts and love all aspects of the Arts and Culture. I am an Independent Stylist for Stella & Dot and love the jewels.

I have a dog who is my four legged baby, her name is Effie and I have another three legged baby and her name is Daisy.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Avril's Lyrics

I have always been haunted by the words.

I was driving to work the other day and for the second time in a row, I heard it again.

It hit me like a ton of bricks.

The lyrics leave me to tears most times and I never know why. Why did this song have such an effect on me. DUH!

It reminded me of the one person whom I have never known. I will never know this man and as much as I hate him, I also love him and that my friends is my dad.

I'm With You
Songwriters: Christy, Lauren; Spock, Scott; Edwards, Graham; Lavigne, Avril Ramona;I'm standin' on the bridge
I'm waitin' in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
I'm tryin' to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you
I'm with you
Hmm hmm hmm

I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know?
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
I try to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you
I'm with you
Yea yea

Oh, why is everything so confusing?
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yea eee yeah, yea eee yeah
Yea yee yea, yea eee yeah,yeah

It's a damn cold night
Tryin' to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you, yea
I'm with you, yea

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you, yea
I'm with you, yea

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you, oh
I'm with you
I'm with you

I thought that maybe it was the failed marriage that I had, but nope.
I thought it was cuz the family jilted me so bad over grapa's passing, nope, not that either.

On this highway that I travel twice daily, I get alot of thinking done. What has bothered me in the morning from home leaves me when I hit work and what gets to me at work is gone by the time I get home. But this one damn song played twice in a row finally got though my thick skull.

Its about the person I wish would have made the effort to find me. The person who I thought should have given a damn and for all I know maybe he did...aww hell ,what do I know about that.

What I do know is that I am kind of at piece now with this song. It doesn't haunt me so much anymore.

That's a good thing - Martha Stewart.

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Ahhhh George