I'm having another head explosion day today. I have so much in my head it wants to seep out but at the moment it's best if I just keep my mouth shut and try to keep it in!
Only Child Syndrome
- Fairy Mae
- The fact is this...I am a LATE thirty-something, an only child with one living parent and I hate, by the way, being an only child.
I am a drama queen and I know it, and I love it and I won't change it!
I am finally in a career that I love and I finally found someone special, just for me and my dramatic nature!
I am a horse lover. I love and ride Appaloosa horses.
I am and artsy-farts and love all aspects of the Arts and Culture. I am an Independent Stylist for Stella & Dot and love the jewels.
I have a dog who is my four legged baby, her name is Effie and I have another three legged baby and her name is Daisy.
Monday, March 10, 2008
What happened?
I have a friend that is on and off with me. Right now, it is off....I'm guessing.
She will call me and make dinner dates, pool dates, movie dates, then call my voice mail and leave a message saying that she can't make it. She doesn't even have the guts to talk to me personally.
I can't stand it. It is so high school.
I went to Mexico with her and her kids. I helped her out when things got rough with her and her ex husband. I looked after her kids!!
Now she has met some dude and her whole world now revolves around him. I understand that people grow and friends change because lifestyles change. I get that, but if you don't want to hang out, or catch up or whatever, then, cut the ties, break it off. Stop making dates then breaking them 1 hour before you are to go somewhere!! It's insane!
I have tried to still be her friend but I have had it. I see her parents and her kids more than I see her!
If you want nothing to do with me, then leave me alone. Don't call me to arrange something. Just leave it. Say hi when we see each other and move on!
When I do go in to her place of work, I am now to the point where I try to sneak in because if she sees me, she tries to tell me her life in minutes when I have not seen hide nor hair of her in months. It is too much!
If you are too busy for me than I would just like to be left alone. Just leave it at that. Nothing more, nothing less.
She will call me and make dinner dates, pool dates, movie dates, then call my voice mail and leave a message saying that she can't make it. She doesn't even have the guts to talk to me personally.
I can't stand it. It is so high school.
I went to Mexico with her and her kids. I helped her out when things got rough with her and her ex husband. I looked after her kids!!
Now she has met some dude and her whole world now revolves around him. I understand that people grow and friends change because lifestyles change. I get that, but if you don't want to hang out, or catch up or whatever, then, cut the ties, break it off. Stop making dates then breaking them 1 hour before you are to go somewhere!! It's insane!
I have tried to still be her friend but I have had it. I see her parents and her kids more than I see her!
If you want nothing to do with me, then leave me alone. Don't call me to arrange something. Just leave it. Say hi when we see each other and move on!
When I do go in to her place of work, I am now to the point where I try to sneak in because if she sees me, she tries to tell me her life in minutes when I have not seen hide nor hair of her in months. It is too much!
If you are too busy for me than I would just like to be left alone. Just leave it at that. Nothing more, nothing less.
Second time around.
Well, I did it. I am taking on a second job. I am going back to the hell job.
It should be interesting seeing as how CB had a nervous break down of sorts since I was there last. Let's face it. There is no love lost between us. We have a mutual understanding. I don't piss her off and she doesn't piss me off. Simple.
I have had two shifts already without her. They have gone really well.
It is very stressful when you have a boss that is nuts. I mean really, she is on the edge of reason!
Let's see here. Three employees have quit since I was asked to hand in my letter of resignation. I never intended on quitting there, just bumping down to casual. But CB wanted my letter, so I gave it. She however, had no idea that three were about to quit. That helped send her over the edge. I think when she found out Pinkie had hired me back to help out on the weekend that they had no one, she flipped again. I felt bad for Pinkie. The District Manager came down and along with CB, they hauled Pinkie in and gave her a talking to. Pinkie is a fighter though, she stood her ground and all turned out ok in the end.
Me going back to the hell job should be interesting. I'm sure there will be more twists and turns as we go. But for now, I am gonna play it cool, try not to get into any trouble, although even breathing seems to start things off badly.
I do know this....jobs are a dime a dozen in this town. If it doesn't work out. I will go elsewhere.
It should be interesting seeing as how CB had a nervous break down of sorts since I was there last. Let's face it. There is no love lost between us. We have a mutual understanding. I don't piss her off and she doesn't piss me off. Simple.
I have had two shifts already without her. They have gone really well.
It is very stressful when you have a boss that is nuts. I mean really, she is on the edge of reason!
Let's see here. Three employees have quit since I was asked to hand in my letter of resignation. I never intended on quitting there, just bumping down to casual. But CB wanted my letter, so I gave it. She however, had no idea that three were about to quit. That helped send her over the edge. I think when she found out Pinkie had hired me back to help out on the weekend that they had no one, she flipped again. I felt bad for Pinkie. The District Manager came down and along with CB, they hauled Pinkie in and gave her a talking to. Pinkie is a fighter though, she stood her ground and all turned out ok in the end.
Me going back to the hell job should be interesting. I'm sure there will be more twists and turns as we go. But for now, I am gonna play it cool, try not to get into any trouble, although even breathing seems to start things off badly.
I do know this....jobs are a dime a dozen in this town. If it doesn't work out. I will go elsewhere.
Saturday, March 08, 2008
popcorn blues? pop blues?
I went to the movies last night with Moegirl and we saw Jumper. There is sure to be a sequel the way it ended. It was pretty good.
I went in with Diet Pepsi and buttered popcorn. Normally I have popcorn at home au naturel with salt and pepper. Last night however, I had to have butter. You can not go to the movies with no butter on your popcorn. It's just not right.
This morning, I woke up at 8 am headed to the farm to do chores and man did I feel like crap. I felt like I was hung over...not sure if it was the diet pop or the popcorn. I normally have orange crush with my popcorn but am thinking it was the diet pop that made me feel like crap. Ya, it was the diet pop. Im stickin to the orange crush from now on.
I went in with Diet Pepsi and buttered popcorn. Normally I have popcorn at home au naturel with salt and pepper. Last night however, I had to have butter. You can not go to the movies with no butter on your popcorn. It's just not right.
This morning, I woke up at 8 am headed to the farm to do chores and man did I feel like crap. I felt like I was hung over...not sure if it was the diet pop or the popcorn. I normally have orange crush with my popcorn but am thinking it was the diet pop that made me feel like crap. Ya, it was the diet pop. Im stickin to the orange crush from now on.
Friday, March 07, 2008
Just another day
Well, it has been almost 1 month and I still have not heard from my family. My mom is the only person who calls. Nice....
What doesn't kill me makes me stronger I suppose.
I may forgive but I will not forget.
More things you did not know about me:
1) I hate the colour blue but wear it anyway, cuz I know it looks good on me.
2) I am German, Austrian, Irish and French - a mix if you will - May explain my temper and stubborness!
3). My grapa and I used to pick up hitchhikers in the summer and take them to the farm for the weekend to help with haying, pay them and then take them to the bus, pay for a bus ticket and off they would go. We met some great people.
4). People take advantage of me. I know this!
5). I can easily be intimidated. I know this too!
6). Oprah and Sally Jessy offered to help find my father for me. I said no thanks.
7). I love to paint and have taken classes from Ken Lonechild and the late Bill Haussekar.
8). I love Saskatchewan and the people who live here.
What doesn't kill me makes me stronger I suppose.
I may forgive but I will not forget.
More things you did not know about me:
1) I hate the colour blue but wear it anyway, cuz I know it looks good on me.
2) I am German, Austrian, Irish and French - a mix if you will - May explain my temper and stubborness!
3). My grapa and I used to pick up hitchhikers in the summer and take them to the farm for the weekend to help with haying, pay them and then take them to the bus, pay for a bus ticket and off they would go. We met some great people.
4). People take advantage of me. I know this!
5). I can easily be intimidated. I know this too!
6). Oprah and Sally Jessy offered to help find my father for me. I said no thanks.
7). I love to paint and have taken classes from Ken Lonechild and the late Bill Haussekar.
8). I love Saskatchewan and the people who live here.
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
missed
Where does the time go? My day is slipping by and I don't know what I have done.
I am farm sitting for the week and have missed my weigh in. I will have to report tomorrow with my findings. I am hoping that all this fork lifting will have helped although I have my doubts!
I do know though, that I have talked on the phone ALOT today.
I am farm sitting for the week and have missed my weigh in. I will have to report tomorrow with my findings. I am hoping that all this fork lifting will have helped although I have my doubts!
I do know though, that I have talked on the phone ALOT today.
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
whats the world coming to?
Well, I got my first hate mail via Facebook about the comment I made over the Kalan Porter concert the other night. I am happy that other people enjoy Canadian Talent. I like Avril Lavigne and would go to a concert. Does that make me a groupie, a lesbian...no but it does make me feel old. Ya, that's right...old. And for some that is creepy. And, I AM OLD!!!
It was a really good show. I enjoyed the people I met. I really am a people person! Really!
BUT....
It's getting so that a person can't even have their own opinion anymore. I say if you don't like what you read on my blog then, don't come back. Simple as that. It is my opinion, it is what happened. Why would I lie, I don't know anyone out there in this blog country but a very few.
I only know that it is freedom of speech. I used no names.
And now stop stalking me!!!
Please, move on, find someone else to harrass! Please....
This is my blog, this is mine, mine, all mine and nobody else's but mine! ( Please read this with your best whiny voice in mind and maybe stomp your foot!)
Sheesh.
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